In that movie Stepmom – except for the whole Susan Sarandon dying thing.
Ive been in a bit of a funk this week, all these thoughts swirling around my head about turning half way to 70. Yes, I have the tendency to catastrophize. Doesnt everyone?
I get stressed each May. Its a month of memories – some not so nice. I outrun them most of the time but then some days they catch up with me. I decided I was just going to treat today as a great day – I was going be grateful for my little family who made me brekkie, wrote me cards and let me sleep in…til 9!!!
I dont talk here much about my life as a step mum – its a private world full of contradictions, of highs and lows and its probably the hardest job Ive ever taken on – without even having a clue about how hard it was going to be. Its hard to split yourself between 4 people – 2 who dont understand my little quirks all of the time, 1 who is just a replica of me (and strangely has the same quirks) and a little man who donks everyone in the head with Thomas trains. He has quirks – we just haven’t claimed ownership of them yet.
This morning as I was swanning around in a haze of presents, FB messages and drop ins my phone rang and I missed the call.
When I looked back I realised it was my step daughter.
It was her call I had missed.
I rang her back and heard her little 12 year old voice on the end of the line, she cleared her throat and sang me happy birthday.
I think we’ll be alright – the 6 of us.
Im Linking up with Maxabella Loves 52 Weeks of Grateful this week…pop over here and read some of the other posts x